I needed that reminder even if it stabbed me so hard. Thank you, impulsive and pathetic side of me. I can learn from your mistakes now and while I may not be glad, I have learned and I am one step closer.
Hmmm. I think what hurts the most is the fact that you don’t care anymore.
I am so pathetic.
But you know what, I’ll get over it. I’ll get stronger.
Because I need to.
I did it once and I can do it again.
You can just watch me but either way I will stand up.
I was so STUPID to be confident of your feelings.
But I can look back now and have no regrets.
Sorry being a stupid mistake.
I was nothing to you
Isn’t it amazing
ISN’T IT SO FUCKING AMAZING
How bad I can fuck shit up with my relationships
Make a person seriously hate me
I think it’s a talent
To make a person who once loved you
Hate you so fucking much
Thank you so fucking much
…i hate this
It hurts so much.
I hope that one day you’ll be happy. Because God knows you can’t have that with me.