That was the condition.

but I'm glad it wasn't followed

I was so STUPID to be confident of your feelings.

But I can look back now and have no regrets.

Sorry being a stupid mistake.

I was nothing to you

Isn’t it amazing

ISN’T IT SO FUCKING AMAZING

How bad I can fuck shit up with my relationships

Make a person seriously hate me

RIGHT GUYS?

AMAZING RIGHT?

I think it’s a talent

To make a person who once loved you

Hate you so fucking much

Thank you

Thank you so fucking much

Just

fuck

…i hate this

It hurts so much.

Hi VIPs! So um, can I ask a favor from you guys?

My friend is having her birthday soon and for her gift I REALLY want to give her a life size G-Dragon standee. But, since I’m more of a shawol, I don’t know where to get an HD pic of GD…

So, can I ask you guys for links of really high quality, full body pic of GD? :D

I would really be grateful!

I will never deserve you.

You deserve someone who will love you like you love her.

That just can’t be me.

So I broke it off.

But why is it, that after everything I’ve done.

After everything I’ve felt (or didn’t feel).

Why do I feel regret now?

I hope that one day you’ll be happy. Because God knows you can’t have that with me.

This is why I didn’t want you to be too sweet. This is why I told you to stop being too generous with your compliments. This is why I scrunch up my nose whenever you say something cheesy.

Because now I’m too dependent on it.

Because I soak up your affection like a drug.

Because I knew it wouldn’t last.

But no, I let myself fall. I let myself bask in your sweet words. I let myself depend too much even when I swore I didn’t.

Now it’s retreating. And seriously, I don’t want to be that girl. The clingy girlfriend.

So I won’t be. I won’t let myself be that. Even if I already failed once, I won’t again. This is one resolution that I have to stick with religiously.