The Need To Get Stronger.

The will to let go.

My heart hurts

I needed that reminder even if it stabbed me so hard. Thank you, impulsive and pathetic side of me. I can learn from your mistakes now and while I may not be glad, I have learned and I am one step closer.

Hmmm. I think what hurts the most is the fact that you don’t care anymore.

I am so pathetic.

But you know what, I’ll get over it. I’ll get stronger.

Because I need to.

I did it once and I can do it again.

You can just watch me but either way I will stand up.

I was so STUPID to be confident of your feelings.

But I can look back now and have no regrets.

Sorry being a stupid mistake.

I was nothing to you

Isn’t it amazing

ISN’T IT SO FUCKING AMAZING

How bad I can fuck shit up with my relationships

Make a person seriously hate me

RIGHT GUYS?

AMAZING RIGHT?

I think it’s a talent

To make a person who once loved you

Hate you so fucking much

Thank you

Thank you so fucking much

Just

fuck

…i hate this

It hurts so much.

I hope that one day you’ll be happy. Because God knows you can’t have that with me.